killing me softly with his song
16 years ago
Monday, 8 December 2008
I hate you but I love you???
Everyone has a thing that wants to change. But sometimes, it can work in a good way. For example, I really don't like my bad memory. I keep forgetting something I really have to remember. Especially, during the exam I can not help but blam it on my parents saying you could have given me a brillent brain. But sometimes it helps me with forgetting a bad event. So the bad memory prevents me from thinking the bad thing gain and again. What is yours which has the doubleside?
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Hi, Cordelia!. it took considerable time to understand your point. First my family. As you know, love includes hatred in itself. So, the more we love, the more we hate. What a tragic! sometimes I can't control my contradictory emotions, love and hatred. But I try to purify my mind. Anyway hatred hurts ourselves the most. Let's love as much as possible for us!(public ads?)
It is 'English'. To learn English takes time and is burdonsom for me. I should memorize words, speak, listen to English very carefully,and practice all the time. It's like a never-ending story. But I love English.
I am such an audio-visual learner. In language learning it has been a great advantage for me. But when I try to read some books, it is a little disadvantageous because I like to read aloud and that takes time. I want to read fast grasping the main idea.
Well, people say I am sometimes quite straightforward. Some people like me more because of that but some don't. I don't think being straight and frank is bad, but I am a little worried I might come across as stubborn or even rude. Korea is a hierarchical society, so I think I should be more careful.
I don't want to step into other's private lives, and it's good
but, at the same time, it can be shown as " an extreme self-defense mechanism" or "a cold indifference" that four walls are surrounding my mind and I never let others in, and I never get into others'.
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